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The Puppetshade Chronicles 1: The Black Beyond

by Paul Shapera

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Narrator: There was sadness when she left them There was sadness when she disappeared and in the memory of her shuttle they’ll light candles there for years But Jenna she’s still breathing, she’s just drifting far from home Starving in the darkness dying all alone The far beyond the lost move on Here and gone the black beyond Where times slides on each memory gone Far off songs the black beyond It’s her first time on a scout ship just a standard, expedition probe She has never been away from sweet Xandoria her home A bioship that’s flying for the past three hundred years But there’s bad things in the darkness, there’s adventure but there’s tears The far beyond the lost move on Here and gone the black beyond Where times slides on each memory gone Far off songs the black beyond The small crew on that shuttle like her uncle, everyone is gone The Kratu had attacked them and they fled but it went wrong And now the power’s slowly dying and the rations have run dry and huddled in the corner Jenna sits and waits to die In the far beyond the lost move on Here and gone the black beyond Where times slides on each memory gone Far off songs the black beyond
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Jenna 05:35
Jenna: The lights are dim, they stutter and the powers almost gone Just four bites a day I’ve eaten but the food did not last long And the cold descends uncaring as the shuttle floats away Slowly drifting out to nowhere Slowly swallowed up by space I hear shadows, I hear objects, in the dark they talk so low sharing secrets, sharing longings, hours pass so very slow Objects bare their feelings to me in the cold here where I lay Spinning dreams, I’m seventeen and yet my mind and life are floating far away Is this all there is for me Is this all I get to see Opening credits on the screen Uncle Ray how much I loved him, and the crew I loved them too my first scout ship, so excited, an excursion, off we flew But a ship, it came from nowhere, it attacked, we turned and fled All this yelling and explosions, then it's quiet and they're dead And now everything's all broken, I don't know which way is home That I'm still alive and love them, that I'm here they’ll never know and the days are passing slowly, and the bodies still lie dead and the shadows are my company and I’ll never get to see my home again Is this all there is for me Is this all I get to see Opening credits on the screen And my home it's full of beauty I can't bear to not go back Sweet Xandoria a bioship that flies into the black It's alive with creatures, colors, all the life that grows within and I cannot bear the thought I’ll never see them all again The Collective is a biomass, a superconscious blend of the people and the minds, it's where their time is mostly spent Though there's other crew, like children, individuals they stay til they reach their own adulthood, I was just one year away My dad went back three years ago, my mom went back last year back into the great Collective, just my uncle stayed out here How he loves his wild excursions, where we send a shuttle out just to see the sights, the cosmos, collect data then come back This was just my first time going, I was so excited, though I’ve already heard the galaxy is full of strange unknowns In the dark there lies great danger, there is violence, war and strife and I’ll die out here before I've ever got to live my life The lights are dim, they stutter and the powers almost gone and it's not much longer now until my last breath's cold and lost Uncle Ray said that my head was never present never here always drifting on a dream, and straying places never near But I feel a thing inside me, like an animal down deep and it wants to live it growls and tells me Jenna don't you sleep So I pull the sheet around me and I stare into the night The last eye shines in the darkness as we drift away from sight And the cold descends uncaring as the shuttle floats away Slowly drifting out to nowhere Slowly swallowed up by space
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Narrator 1 01:24
Narrator: Jenna floats into the darkness, clinging on to life but something out there’s found her and it’s coming to say hi It’s a race known as the Kratu, on their endless search for slaves and their hunt is nearly over and Jenna’s ship it is their prey In the far beyond the lost move on Here and gone the black beyond Where times slides on each memory gone Far off songs the black beyond
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The Kratu 09:11
Kratu Announcement: Compulsory Workforce Candidate within range. Prepare to initiate first contact. Ready boarding team. Salutation Enforcement Armaments prepared. Commence boarding. Life force reading acknowledged. Search the vessel. Broadcast greetings and welcome message. Kratu: We bring to you the majesty of culture and civility We bring to you this day a brand-new life We bring to you a purpose grand progress, work, and betterment We bring you out of darkness into light We bring to you the splendor and a glory you can’t understand The beast emerges soon from out the wild Things you cannot grasp we bring like honor and integrity We bring you out of darkness into light Rainu: Be careful now, you can barely stand, here let me help, come take my hand Whatever happens, just keep calm, my colleagues slaughter without pause I’m sorry I know it’s not fair; they’ll make you work now, they don’t care I don’t agree with this you know, but there’s no changing how this goes You’ll work the mines, it’s tough I fear, but you’re young; you could live ten more years Jenna: I don’t understand, leave me alone. All I want is to go home Rainu: I know you’re scared; I wish that I was not here too, but they’ll take your life Jenna: Why can’t you just leave me alone Rainu: The mines I fear will be your home I know it’s bad, there’s nothing I can do I’m trying to make this easier for you Jenna: Well, that’s nice but still, from what you say you’re still taking me to be your slave Rainu: Stop! We don’t say or use that word Jenna: How else would you say it? Rainu: Well, we prefer: Compulsory Workforce Opportunity Recruit Jenna: Seriously? Are you kidding me? I mean no offense cause it seems like you are trying not to be a pluke it’s true But you’re still kinda being a pluke, how is it not the same? Rainu: Wait, the others, they’re on their way Kratu: We bring to you the majesty of culture and civility We bring to you this day a brand-new life We bring to you a purpose grand progress, work, and betterment We bring you out of darkness into light We bring to you the splendor and a glory you can’t understand The beast emerges soon from out the wild (The beast emerges from the wild) Things you cannot grasp we bring like honor and integrity We bring you out of darkness into light (From out the darkness into) Kratu Announcement: Prepare processing and transfer of new Involuntary Workforce Recruit to Mining Planet 9A . Narrator: So Jenna has been taken by the Kratu, still alive where she’ll work the mines for kelys for the remainder of her life Kelys is a mineral that their scientists believe might allow the Kratu to alter time, at least its speed The amounts they need are massive, and the mines they are not safe Go too deep you disappear or at least you go insane But now that we’ve met Rainu, let’s just pause right here a bit and take a closer look at what might make dear Rainu tick
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Rainu 04:19
Rainu: My baby only loves me when I’m a woman My baby only loves me when I’m a gal The Kratu as I’m sure you know have three genders we cycle through female, male, and ora then we spend about three months as each and then the next one comes and cycles in and round and round our genders go again The thing that makes this more complex, in biologic terms of sex desire and attraction also change My love they only want me when we’re both in female form but then when I’m a male they view me with distaste I take my gun and out I go to every ugly rock I know I kill whoever they tell me to get And I’m a bored, gun in my hand, hard-drinking, marching, killing man When I’m done be with my lover once again Me, I’m an anomaly, I love her so in all my three states; this isn’t normal, this I know There’s drugs that are illegal but, they help to keep a gender stuck We both try hard to stay in female mode As Kratu military see, for everyone’s compulsory, three years at the least we all must serve The military has the drugs to keep our gender fixed and stuck and soldiers must be male throughout their term I take my gun and out I go to every ugly rock I know I kill whoever they tell me to get And I’m a bored, gun in my hand, hard-drinking, marching, killing man When I’m done be with my lover once again Slowly the time passes when (The days, and the days, and) the days never quite seem to end Your spirit it falls to the road (As time seems, as time seems) as time seems to go oh so slow So I’m a soldier doing time, but Mir my love, she placed real high an officer, and as I’m sure you’ll guess Officers are female see, for three years male I have to be My body, it repulses her at best And so we’re here, I do my best, just one year more to go unless I’m too bad or too good and then they can extend my damn enlistment so, I keep my head on down real low and wait til we’re together once again I take my gun and out I go to every ugly rock I know I kill whoever they tell me to get And I’m a bored, gun in my hand, hard-drinking, marching, killing man When I’m done be with my lover once again I take my gun and out I go to every ugly rock I know I kill whoever they tell me to get And I’m a bored, gun in my hand, hard-drinking, marching, killing man When I’m done be with my lover once again
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Narrator: Mining Planet 9A is where poor Jenna lands and her days are now spent working breaking rocks with pick and hand Compulsory Workforce Recruits: We fell down Jacob’s ladder to a land made of nothing but rock and our sweat We fell down Jacob’s ladder and we won’t see our home see it ever again The work goes on forever and the days they extend and extend and extend The memory of our love is all we have here in the end Yery: That’s the new girl Cery: It’s the new girl Cery & Yery: Hey new girl, we know that the first days are rough but we’ll need to introduce you to everyone We’re the Messianic Twins but we’ll tell you about ourselves later You’re in the bunker with us you see This is Bunker 23 Cery: Although we work all day just mining, sweating breaking endless rock Yery: and they beat us if we slow down, and we work until we drop Cery: and if you go too far into the mines, they say you don’t come back Yery: and the few that do their minds are not intact and they have snapped Cery: But I’m Cery Yery: and I’m Yery Cery & Yery: We’re the Messianic Twins and we work the mines until the day is done and depression and despair greet every day just like the sun We believe deliverance will surely come one day when the mining here is done Yery: Jes here also lives with us. Hey Jes, come on say hi Jes: The only thing that I look forward to is hoping I will die Cery: She’s a revolutionary. You’ve heard about the Qeeez? Yery: They disposed the royal family in a bloody coup you see Cery: Jess was part of that but now she’s stuck here Yery: Look who’s here Cery: Oh wait There’s a robot who lives with us Yery: L3X is his name Cery: L3X can be quite sharp but you must catch him in the day Yery: At night he has some drug that takes his mind real far away Jes: Static. Robots get high off static. Cery & Yery: L3X is in his corner there, hey L3X why don’t you come L3X: …ooh yeah….. Cery: Well, it seems he’s tanked Yery: He’s totaled Cery: Boomed out Yery: Plastered on his drugs Cery & Yery: We believe deliverance will surely come one day when the mining here is done Yery: The last one in our bunker here, the creature Crimson Rose Crimson Rose: I am pleased to meet you, your stay will not be too long I hope How I miss my sisters badly, but the one thing I do find is that the beatings take the loneliness away from out your mind Cery & Yery: So don’t stray too far into the mines and keep your chin on up Depression will not help us overcome We’re so glad to see a new face in this hell where we’ve succumbed We believe deliverance will surely come one day when the mining here is done Compulsory Workforce Recruits: We fell down Jacob’s ladder to a land made of nothing but rock and our sweat We fell down Jacob’s ladder and we won’t see our home see it ever again Work goes on forever and the days they extend and extend and extend The memory of our love is all we have here in the end . Rainu: Recruit you must rise; you can’t lie there or I must abide, I must beat you, or be penalized Please just comply do not make me chastise you or strike, traumatize, we are not the bad guys Jes: Kill me, do, I want you to. I cannot go on; I just want to give up Jenna: Jes no, please don’t, sir let her go, she just needs a break, I will get her back up Jenna: Jes, please stay don’t go away Jes: My heart has been broken; my will has been drained Jenna: Try talking to me of better days Your time as a rebel, before this dark place Jes: I had me a lover, she worked as a maid in the palace, I thought she was true to her friends But then the rebellion, they tortured her, and I can’t blame her but still sold me out in the end They broke her spark, she broke my heart and now I’m in this land without hope for my life But still, you’re kind. I’ll try to rise to make it another long day in the mines Compulsory Workforce Recruits: We fell down Jacob’s la ----ladder ----ladder ----ladder Jes: They broke her spark, she broke my heart and now I’m in this land without hope for my life But still, you’re kind. I’ll try to rise to make it another long day in the mines Jenna: What was that just happened? L3X: Wait you noticed it? Jenna: I did L3X: I didn’t think carbon-based life forms could perceive the time blips Jenna: What? L3X: Time anomalies, little hiccups that occur It’s the kelys that we’re mining, oddities irregular How can you perceive it or know the language that we speak? Jenna: My people all have fairy blood, it does these magic things L3X: There’s no such thing as magic Jenna: Well, yes there is L3X: Uh, no there’s not, but I saw you helping Jes so you’re all right where I’m concerned Rainu: Recruits to your tasks, I think my bosses alas may have noticed the fact that the work is delayed Your time it has passed, it will be beatings en masse unless the work hastens fast, so let’s pick up the pace . Cery: That day was surely brutal Yery: But at least now it is done Cery: Hey new girl, I have seen you talk to objects, what is up? Jenna: Well, I worry they have feelings. What if they just want to be next to something else then where you put them down you see Jes: You ask for their opinions? L3X: Do they answer? Jenna: No, they don’t, so I have to guess my best and hope I’m doing what they want Crimson Rose: When you break the rocks do you feel bad for them, feel guilty? Jenna: Well, maybe all the pebbles trapped within want to be free L3X: You’re a weird one and I like it Yery: You will fit in here just fine Cery, Yery, Jes, L3X, & Crimson Rose: We’re all we have inside this horrid slum Cery: We’re so glad to see a new face in this hell where we’ve succumbed Cery, Yery, Jes, L3X, & Crimson Rose: We believe deliverance will surely come one day when the mining here is done
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Narrator: Rainu’s love, her name is Mir. She is also on 9A While Rainu is a soldier, Mir’s an officer so they know things and information that the soldiers never see and thus, she’s asked for Rainu now to meet her secretly Rainu: My love I have received your note to meet here covertly Mir: Rainu please do be discreet; this is unauthorized I fear The trouble would be great if they knew I had broken rank but I must warn you I’m afraid, danger is headed right towards here Rainu: The Rhazzis have attacked or something worse? Mir: No, it’s not that, it’s something odd and more abstract. Commands heard something weird, a Wanderer they say is headed here, this planet’s way Command is freaking out today, just a few days until he’s here Rainu: The Wanderers, I see, last time I heard there’s only three but it’s taboo to touch or speak or get too close to them Mir: I know Because this planet sits out so remote, command thinks it might be convenient perhaps if a little tragedy occurs An explosion maybe near where the mad Wanderer appears, it cannot kill him this is clear, but it might bury him so then it might be centuries until he claws his way out see and by that time, we’ll probably be long gone and thus we wash our hands Rainu: I never really knew why Wanderers are so taboo Mir: That doesn’t matter now, it’s you I am concerned about today The area they see that will explode will probably be around Bunker 23, the sector where you have been placed Rainu you cannot be anywhere near this Rainu: Mir, but, all those recruits, I’m all they’ve got, they’re my responsibility Mir: I know you tend to feel, very protective but be real they are expendable, soon we’ll be through with service finally and when that day comes then, you can be female form again and we can be together when all this is just a memory
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Cery, Yery: Happy birthday Jes, Crimson Rose: Happy eighteenth birthday, Jenna Cery, Yery: It was all that we could do Jes, Crimson Rose: It’s just some crusts of bread Cery, Yery: Happy birthday, Cery, Yery, Jes, Crimson: From us to you Yery: Join us L3X... L3X: Oh yeah.. Yery: Oh, he’s out of it again Jenna: You guys are so sweet Cery: We celebrate things when we can Jenna: I don’t understand though, earth is really far away, why are you guys and Jes so human looking Yery: I can explain Our people and the Qeeez both came from earth quite long ago The Dorum, they’re these aliens, grabbed a sample passing through Cery: I think about six thousand years Yery: Five or six, something around Jenna: So like Sumeria? Cery: I don’t know what that means Jenna: Where are they now? Cery: The Dorum? Jes: Don’t you worry, they long since went extinct Yery: They were mixed up in that whole Tear business Jes: The Tear's a myth Cery: No. I don’t think Hey L3X you know the Tear… oh never mind Yery: The ones they say You need to watch out for are the Rhazzis Jenna: The Rhazzis, who are they? Jes: Don’t talk about the Rhazzis, tell your story Jenna: Come on then Cery: All right, here’s the backstory of the Messianic Twins
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Cery & Yery: We cowered in their abbeys in dim isolation, their caged child prophets, their poisoned salvation We cowered together two stars in rotation the warm light, the hapless lamb’s last consolation Cery: When kingdoms fall, empires one and all, the lands we had built were lost Our species left on the brink of death, and our long golden age now gone Yery: The thing that saved, rescued our race, a new faith, religion arose Cery: By missionary and conquest were we then united and into the future we go Cery & Yery: A monk one day, taking mushrooms, proclaimed a date when two twins would be born It would be their fate to one day save our race, Cery: The world we all adore Yery: Years went by til right on that time, twins as the monk had spoke Cery: Were born and thus, those twins they were us, and that’s when the trouble arose Yery: Always kept cloistered and fenced in abbeys and cells locked shut Cery: Taught by priests as the church disagreed on what they should do with us Cery & Yery: Factions fought, and coups were wrought, cults rose and splintered, and wars Waged and raged while we sat away in our cage, Cery: Huddled together for warmth Cery & Yery: We cowered in their abbeys in dim isolation Their caged child prophets, their poisoned salvation We cowered together two stars in rotation The warm light, the hapless lamb’s last consolation Cery: A workshop once in the summer months and Yery made this for me A music box when you open up, plays a tune that I wrote once to sing him to sleep . Yery: As teens we wrote a manifesto, and tried to get it smuggled out Cery: But the church suppressed our text, and they kept moving us late in the night all about Yery: Some had said that only our deaths would bring this salvation to light Cery: And others said, that losing our heads would end all this turmoil and fights Cery & Yery: One cult though had read what we wrote, and came in a blaze of guns Many died but we, were taken and freed and put in a ship and sent up To sit in space where we would be safe, but one day the Kratu they came Took us away to this place to be slaves Cery: And that is why we are with you today
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Jes: Jenna, do you want to share a bed, perhaps with me? Some comfort in a life that’s often brutal, often mean If ever you are in the mood, if ever you would need relief then you can come to me Jenna: I’m sorry if I’m slow to understand, do you mean sex? That’s not… that not a thing I think I.. I guess That’s not a thing I think I’m into but you’re welcome Jes To crawl in here beside with me We can hold each other while we sleep Jes: Ugh not another day Compulsory Workforce Recruits: We fell down Jacob’s ladder to a land of rock and sweat We fell down Jacob’s ladder and we won’t see our home see it ever again The work goes on forever and the days they extend and extend and extend The memory of our love is all we have here in the end Jes: Jenna I cannot keep up, the pace is just too hard Jenna: Keep yourself behind me, try to rest right where you are Jes: Jenna look, behind you, an old man headed our way He looks like, is that a Wanderer? Jenna: No wait The guard, the one named Rainu, he is waving both his arms He’s shouting something now, are we in trouble? Jes: Something’s wrong He won’t come any closer if that old man’s who I think The Wanderers are… something bad is happening Rainu: Recruits you must run, extreme danger has come Drop your tools you are done, you must hurry and go Cery: Jes, what’s going on Yery: Yes, I think something’s wrong Crimson: Everything’s shaking L3X: Hold on, we’re about to explode . Cery: We’re still alive Yery: We’re buried Jes: How is it we’re not crushed Jenna: I always say I’m sorry to the rocks while we all work I asked them not to hurt us now L3X: That’s really not a thing Jenna: Well, we’re still alive Crimson: My people, we are burrowers, and I think That this space is not quite natural Cery: We had some news to share Yery: Our followers might send supplies A merchant’s coming here Jes: We’re buried under rock, This might not be the time L3X: Excuse me When I turn on a light, I need you all to please not scream Cery: Why would we scream Crimson: I think he might be speaking of the man Who’s here with us Jes: Right now? L3X: He’s sitting next to your left hand *Click* Cery, Yery & Jes: A Wanderer Jenna: Why is he so deformed? Jes: I think he’s going to speak
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The Wanderer 02:14
Yeah, sorry (not sorry). Oh wait, here, you can have this: Back put I you.
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Jenna: What the pluke was that? Jes: We’re in our bunker Crimson: Now we’re back Yery: The Wanderer transported us L3X: How did he manage that Jenna: Magic L3X: There’s no magic Cery: Listen to me carefully You cannot say a word about the Wanderer, please Jes: They’ll kill us if they think we had some contact L3X: They sure will Cery: But listen there’s a tiny merchant pod headed here still Our followers have sent it Yery: There’s a merchant who will trade Weapons for some kelys It’s our chance to make a break Jenna: How do you know Cery: They sometimes send us messages in dreams Crimson: How will we meet the merchant We cannot escape unseen Jes: L3X can go L3X: Yep Yery: Because L3X is a bot they let him go Deeper in the mines than any of us dare to so Cery: L3X can get away for just an hour And he can trade some chunks of kelys for some weapons and get back Crimson: We’ll work it out tomorrow, can we sleep? Jes: Let’s go to bed Jenna: That blast, I hear ringing in my head Jes: Come lay next to me and close your eyes Everything will be alright Ughh, not another day Compulsory Workforce Recruits: We fell down Jacob’s ladder
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Narrator: History’s the tale of a drunk, one-eyed spacer Gamblin and fighting cross stars on their way And their ends never nice, vomit, blood, and some spice Til their offspring sets out just to do it again No one knows just where the Puppetshades came from Twas after the Doran was blown up to hell There’s Oki and Skyler, Dottie, Cindilou, Piper And slowly they’re now coming into our tale Round now we go as the stars come a waltzin’ And histories lurch tween refined and profane Drink to the spacer, the last starlight chaser Attend now the tale of the Puppetshades Necromancy is the Rhazzis religion Some say they might come from a whole different strand They came one day fleeing forgot how to leave and Now they are stuck in this strange, cosmic land The Rhazzis they channel the lower dimensions One day they were summoning something but then Oki loves games and appeared and pretended That he was the demon that they’d summoned Round now we go as the stars come a waltzin’ And histories lurch tween refined and profane Drink to the spacer, the last starlight chaser Attend now the tale of the Puppetshades Now Oki’s revered but he’s also distrusted He lives with the Rhazzis, plays politics and Magic Skyler, he wanders, this day travels yonder To visit there Oki in his dark temple grand Their names Stringless Oki, their names Magic Skyler Their names Paisley Piper and Ragged Cindilou And Decadent Dottie but their lucks been quite spotty They say one is dead, one is lost, gone askew But times is a thumping, too much lore a dumpin’ So rude of us to make our story here wait Magic Skyler is sneaking to have him a meeting With Oki to speak of their plans and their games Round now we go as the stars come a waltzin’ And histories lurch tween refined and profane Drink to the spacer, the last starlight chaser Attend now the tale of the Puppetshades
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Skyler: Hello Oki Oki: Hello Skyler Skyler: Nice temple you got. The Rhazzis must like you a lot Oki: They’re dark and they’re weird which you’d think I would like But they’re necro obsessed and they’re not very nice Skyler: We haven’t talked much since Dottie and all, I heard you weren’t doing too well at all Oki: I sit a lot here in the darkness. Sometimes explode things They give me lots of blood though Skyler: Yes, but I don’t quite think you actually like blood Oki: I’m a vampire, I do! Skyler: You just like to chase people and bite them Oki: That’s true But it has to be done with flair don’t you think? I’m a space vampire Skyler: You’re a drama queen Our game’s gone quite stale, but I’ve come round to see If you’re still up for playing a bit more with me Oki: I wish that I knew where poor Paisley was, I worry for her, I worry for us
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Oki: There’s stern onyx temples and robes black and red Entrail divination and necrotic tech And lower dimensional sibyls and yet This sandbox you think where I’d play My heart is just not in the game They think I’m a demon, it’s crazy I know And I try to act grand and nefarious though I mostly come here and sit still in the gloom And think about Dottie and sigh Remember and miss her and cry Adrift in seas with a violet dawn Where meaning dies in mazes long And waves ascend with bones and teeth You twist and turn beg for relief Adrift in seas with dying stars Where wishes beg at cheap bazaars And reason pants and gasps and drowns And no one finds the doorway out And I grasped it all When her future hit the wall And I grasped it all When her future hit the wall There’s dim, midnight masses with chanting and flame Their politics full of betrayal and shame A playground you’d think I would revel to play Yet I’m devoid of a spark That faded when I broke my heart Our sister, she showed up and begged me to help I promised, for years we went journeying til She tried in her folly to climb back and fell And now what to do I don’t know I sit in this temple alone Adrift in seas with a violet dawn Where meaning dies in mazes long And waves ascend with bones and teeth You twist and turn beg for relief Adrift in seas with dying stars Where wishes beg at cheap bazaars And reason pants and gasps and drowns And no one finds the doorway out And I grasped it all When her future hit the wall And I grasped it all When her future hit the wall Lead me where lost stars one day go (You can’t get out of here you know) Lead me to long forgotten homes (You can’t get out of here you know) Lead me through secret doors in space (You can’t get out of this place) Asylums that lie beyond this place (In time you’ll fade away) Adrift in seas with a violet dawn Where meaning dies in mazes long And waves ascend with bones and teeth You twist and turn beg for relief Adrift in seas with dying stars Where wishes beg at cheap bazaars And reason pants and gasps and drowns And no one finds the doorway out And I grasped it all When her future hit the wall And I grasped it all When her future hit the wall So, I sit here the guest of an alien race Whose science is necrosis, whose art is decay And wish that we never had left long ago And wonder if joy’s still alone There’s lights in the cosmos where dramas unfold And sometimes I feel like I’ve stories untold But we’re trapped in ourselves like a maze in a cage Our story is always the same Lost within these lands we never made
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Oki: Have you seen Cindilou? Skyler: I think she’s still holed up, in that sanctum she’s got Oki: Still doing that assassins thing or not? Skyler: I don’t think so, but if you’re game I just made a move, give up your moping and come play The Kratu have got, this outpost this spot This place far away, Mining Planet 9A A new piece has emerged, it’s worth your while, so I’ve heard I know you’ve had a rough time, but this girl, she’ll blow your mind See you around. It’s your move now. Oki: We’re an unlucky bunch
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Yery: Does everybody understand the plan? Jes: I think we’re good Cery: So then, L3X will sneak away and meet the merchant And they should have guns and ammo then when the next shuttle comes our way Yery: We can commandeer it, then together fly out into space Jenna: You think that we can do it? Yery: I just know it, plus we twins Cery: Have a union with the universe Yery: It will help us all to win L3X: I’m not quite sure about that -----not quite s-----not quite su---- not quite s------ Yery: I just know it, plus we twins Cery: Have a union with the universe Yery: It will help us all to win Jenna: It just happened again L3X: Yeah, they never notice, best to just keep going Yeah, yeah, I’m still not quite sure about that Cery: Oh, L3X, you silly bot, just go and meet the merchant Yery: You’re the best chance that we’ve got . Merchant: Another bot, it’s always good to meet a kindred spark I have snuck onto this planet with some goods L3X: What have you got? Merchant: I’ve got four guns, lots of ammo for the kelys that I see L3X: I will take it all Merchant: That’s splendid, although between you and me I’ve also got some static, really good, the primo kind From Sirius and Cygnus, it’ll make you lose your mind L3X: Those strains are legendary... But I… I can’t Merchant: Just an offer, deals like this do not come often, understand? L3X: I…. I can’t… I.. I mean… I don’t know… Merchant: Just take a taste… just a tiny taste… . Jes: Two guns? Only two guns? Crimson: That’s all he had? Yery: That’s all we’ve got? Cery: He only had two guns? L3X: Yeah, sorry guys, it wasn’t much But I think we can make do Jenna: I guess we’ll have to Jes: I don’t know It was risky here already now I don’t know how we’ll cope L3X: Excuse me…. Yery: You can do your thing L3X, it’s not your fault Cery: You did your best Yery: We are really proud and grateful Cery: You have earned your little rest Jes: Let’s think of what to do; we could use a bit more help L3X: I hate myself. I.. I hate myself… I hate myself so much.. you stupid, stupid… oh…. Oh yeah… Oh yeahh.. oh yeah
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L3X On Drugs 05:55
Narrator: The sweet inner sanctum that waits right here for you The soft secret place where the world cannot harm you The womb where the sadness can no longer find you The hole where you bury your mind As all falls around you outside The haven you hide in from winds always raging While outside the monsters grow bigger, rampaging Your absence, they flourish the hunt for you raising But here you can close all your eyes Pretend they won’t find you in time The still silent running of blissful libation Retreat by inertia, synthetic stagnation Your time in the world outside this elation is done Run fool go run The haven where memories blur far behind you The guilt which will stalk you can never here find you The things you have done you can breathe and be blind to Here in the cradle you crave Drifting at last far away A long time ago, may be ill-advised choices Or dark violent figures with loud, brutal voices And round in your brain may be echoes and noises But here you can close all your eyes Pretend they won’t find you in time The still silent running of blissful libation Retreat by inertia, synthetic stagnation Your time in the world outside this elation is done Run fool go run . In here the bad things can touch you no longer The tears you keep buried, the sharp, bitter trauma Your pain and your failures are real and they haunt you Perhaps there were once better roads But this is the one you now know The sweet inner sanctum that waits right here for you The soft secret place where the world cannot harm you The womb where the sadness can no longer find you The hole where you bury your mind As all falls around you outside The still silent running of blissful libation Retreat by inertia, synthetic stagnation Your time in the world outside this elation is done Run fool go run
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Narrator: And so, my friends we turn our gaze Back to Rainu and to Mir Mir’s requested once again that Rainu meet her here Word has come down from command that Rainu must discern That spells a bit of trouble for our friends as we will learn Mir: Rainu, listen carefully, I know that you can sometimes be Attached to workers but decrees have come that you must understand Command does not agree they think that Bunker 23 With the Wanderer did speak, contamination is at hand They think the only way, extermination Rainu: Mir just wait, they were in their bunker safe Mir: Come on, you know it’s not that plain They were right there when the massive blast went off but then They’re in their bunker once again, it’s too suspicious I’m afraid Bunker 23 you need to understand will be Exterminated, make your peace Rainu: There must be another way Mir: Rainu listen please, this comes from higher up than me The orders soon will be received, and you cannot just disobey Rainu: These people, they’re afraid, we bring them here and make them slaves Mir: Rainu they’re animals, now they are not evolved like you and I I also don’t agree, but if you disobey, you’ll be Thrown in prison don’t you see, one more year, you have to try Narrator: Unbeknownst to Mir there is a listener to their talk Crimson Rose has overheard and quickly she runs off It’s very early morning, the bunkers still asleep But she goes to wake up Jes who sleeps in Jenna’s bed this week Crimson: Jes they’re gonna kill us, I have heard the Kratu say Very soon, tomorrow, it could even be today Jes: Let me wake the others, just wait with Jenna here Crimson: Jenna I am shaking, I am frightened, I am scared Jenna: We’re all in this together, we will have each other’s back Why don’t you tell me all about your people and your past Crimson Rose: My species are all female, each in groups of six Form a little ryhma and we share memories and things Once a month or when one of us dies we go to sleep Absorbing all their memories, telepathically Here then is the story of my people best I can A tale slightly disturbing, I hope you understand
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Crimson Rose 03:54
Crimson Rose: So few of us were left after the plague had wiped our home Extinct until a doorway to green lands opened so We crossed and there we found a sweet and lovely garden maze But the maze itself was sentient and wanted us to stay Caring for the mazes, now this eden is our home Here within this paradise, our kind can live and grow Live in constant springtime here in mazes that connect Wanting now for nothing, where the garden never ends Pollen made us all be female, and pollen made us change Wererats, we became every full moon but still, we stayed For happy we all were though when one would die then soon Another would get pregnant but how we never knew Caring for the mazes, with this eden now our home But some of us would wonder, and some of us would roam A few required answers, and answers we would get Though the pollen made it difficult for us to be upset Once a month the night of the wererat would occur, where we’d hunt throughout the mazes in our lycanrodent forms A few of us went wandering, discovered many things The mazes would impregnate and or cull us and we think The plague that wiped our planet was a thing the mazes made For they needed us, a symbiotic union to maintain This group came back and told us, but soon they all were dead And sure enough new pregnancies happened in their stead Most agreed that life here was as good as it could get And if we just forgot about it all’d be for the best Caring for the mazes, but a few of us could not The mazes they connect but yet we fled, and we ran on We found a way on out of there, we roam the galaxy Hoping that one day all of our sisters can be free
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Jenna: There’s no telling how the day will end There’s no telling what will come There’s no telling how the pieces fall around you And where they lay when day is done Once, in the darkness I lay down Waiting for the end to come and find me Now, in a forge of fire and fear I’ve found a tribe to make a stand beside me A flame in a grim and starless place I’ll burn for you down paths no light can blaze A flame, in a strange and wretched place Lost out in the night I’ll light your way Once, in the black I lost my way The home I loved was taken far beyond me Now, in the worst and hopeless place I’ve found the friends to make a stand beside me A flame in a grim and starless place I’ll burn for you down paths no light can blaze A flame, in a strange and wretched place Lost out in the night I’ll light your way Jes: Once, I was stabbed I was betrayed And all the life I knew was taken from me Now, where I only wished to die I’ve found a tribe to stand with and around me A flame in a grim and starless place I’ll burn for you down paths no light can blaze A flame, in this strange and wretched place Lost out in the night I'll light your way Cery & Yery: Once, we were victims of our fate Pawns in others schemes and endless games Now, in this desert of despair We’ve found the tribe to brave the face of fate Jenna, Jes, Cery & Yery: A flame in a grim and starless place I’ll burn for you down paths no light can blaze A flame, in this strange and wretched place Lost out in the night I’ll light your way Crimson Rose: Once, just a few of us had fled And out here in the stars we lost our way Now, in this cruel and hopeless place I’ve found the friends to brave the face of fate . Rainu: I take my gun and out I go to every ugly rock I know I kill whoever they tell me to get And I’m a bored, gun in my hand, hard-drinking, marching, killing man When I’m done be with my lover once again I take my gun and out I go to every ugly rock I know I kill whoever they tell me to get And I’m a bored, gun in my hand, hard-drinking, marching, killing man When I’m done be with my lover once again I take my gun and out I go to every ugly rock I know I kill whoever they tell me to get And I’m a bored, gun in my hand, hard-drinking, marching, killing man When I’m done be with my lover once again Oki: Adrift in seas with a violet dawn Where meaning dies in mazes long And waves ascend with bones and teeth You twist and turn beg for relief Adrift in seas with dying stars Where wishes beg at cheap bazaars And reason pants and gasps and drowns And no one finds the doorway out Adrift in seas with a violet dawn Where meaning dies in mazes long And waves ascend with bones and teeth You twist and turn beg for relief Adrift in seas with dying stars Where wishes beg at cheap bazaars And reason pants and gasps and drowns And no one finds the doorway out Everyone else: A flame in a grim and starless place I’ll burn for you down paths no light can blaze A flame, in this strange and wretched place Lost out in the night I’ll light your way A flame in a grim and starless place I’ll burn for you down paths no light can blaze A flame, in this strange and wretched place Lost out in the night I’ll light your way . Everyone: There’s no telling how the day will end There’s no telling what will come There’s no telling how the pieces fall around you Jenna: And where they lay when day is done
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Narrator: And so our tale has come to a crossroads I’m afraid The cards fall on the table and nothing’s quite the same The Kratu they are arming to kill all of our friends A cleansing made of violence; our first acts messy end In the far beyond, the lost move on Here and gone the black beyond Where time slides on each memory gone Far off songs, the black beyond Cery: It looks like they are coming, and we’ve only got two guns Yery: Jes fought in a revolution, we need to give her one Cery: Jenna, here’s the other Jenna: No, don’t give that to me I have never held a weapon. Yery take it from me, please Kratu Announcement: Involuntary Workforce Termination Notice is in effect. Acute Severance Package Dismissal protocols are set for immediate enforcement. Prepare offboarding message. Kratu: We bring to you good news my friends Your work here now is at an end We thank you for your service and your care You’ve learned and grown, progressed and more You’re better than you were before Rest can now be yours, it’s only fair To thank you for your diligence We promise we will make this quick It’s time your weary bodies had some rest We’re sorry now to see you go We value you more than you know Your service here at last comes to an end Kratu Soldier: Recruit down on your knees Cery: I have no weapons, don’t kill me Kratu Soldier: Recruit your contract’s been released Yery: Say hi to your mom in hell from me Jenna: L3X we’re gonna get killed L3X: So, I’m going to assume that a mecha assassin’s guild Run by Ragged Cindi Lou doesn’t mean a lot to you Jenna: What are you talking about? L3X: Well, it’s true Back in the day, I killed a lot Jenna: What? L3X: And by a lot, I mean a lot But it was quiet and mostly unseen This is chaos Jenna: What? L3X: What I mean We need to kill guards I can help But I’m used to quiet, surprise, and stealth A battlefield’s not my forte Jenna: I’ve got questions L3X: Another day Rainu: Recruit, apologies, your contracts termina.. Crimson: Don’t kill me. I never caused you any harm Rainu: It’s not my choice Crimson: You’ve got the gun Raini: I have orders.. my task Crimson: But I’ve done everything you’ve asked Why must it be this way? Rainu: Get out of here. Run away. Mir: Prepare to go on my signal. Okay, go! I’ve got you now, human die L3X: No! Jenna: L3X! Why? L3X: I’m sorry I failed you Jenna: L3X don’t die L3X: I’m glad I met you, it was worth the time Cindi Lou told me not To get the emotion circuit installed But I don’t regret… Mir: Human vermin meet your end -----human vermin meet your end -----human ver ---ver ---ver --vermin end---- end-------- Cery: It looks like they are coming and we’ve only got two guns Yery: Jes fought in a revolution, we need to give her one Cery: Jenna, here’s the other Jenna: Yes, I’ll take it L3X: Good choice Jenna: All right, they’ll be coming in a minute from our three and six and nine Mir: Prepare to go on my signal. Okay, go! I’ve got you now, human die L3X: You nailed her Jenna: I was ready for you that time Rainu: Recruit, apologies, your contracts termina.. Crimson: Don’t kill me. I never caused you any harm Rainu: It’s not my choice; Mir… Mir! Die! Die! Die you vermin, die! Kratu Soldier: Recruit down on your knees Cery: I have no weapons, don’t kill me Kratu Soldier: Recruit your contract’s been released Yery: Please don’t kill her. Cery! Jenna: I got him. Cery, no! Cery: Kingdoms fall, empires one and all And soon enough you and I Yery: But we’re the ones they say are fated to save Cery: One day even saviors will die Cery & Yery: We cowered in their abbeys in dim isolation Their caged child prophets, their poisoned salvation We cowered together two stars in rotation The warm light, the hapless lamb’s last consolation Yery: She’s dead L3X: We gotta get out of here Jenna: Yery, come with me L3X: Where is Crimson Rose? Jenna: Look, that’s her body right there All that blood L3X: I can see all her vitals and heat Jenna: Maybe we L3X: Jenna she’s not alive we must go L3X: Just run Jenna: Where is Jes? L3X: Look, she’s at that small ship Jenna: We can make it L3X: I don’t think that we call all fit Jenna: It’s so small L3X: Maybe two Jenna: That’s okay, we’ll cram in, find a way L3X: You know there is one other exit... Jes: Jenna I’m sorry love, I’ve got to run You gave me back life and you gave me back hope I’ve made a vow, I know somehow I will find a way now to win back my throne But Jenn my love, you cannot come They will target and torture and turn you their way Not again, I cannot take… I could not bear to watch you break
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Jes 03:46
The palace in the summer, all the gardens, it was magic, and the suns there in the sky The ballroom you should see it, and the dances, and the teas, and it was paradise so why Did it have to ever fade Did those days just go away I was happy Molly was a maid, but she was also ‘round my age and as we grew, we fell in love Secret rendezvous we had a love so bright and true she was for me the only one She was all that I could need She made paradise complete And we were happy Then the revolution came, politics an ugly game Violence in our city’s street, the palace closed its door and all the armies went to war but yet I knew that we would never part, she loved me so with all her heart It would end as quick as it would start, but then the revolutionaries they kidnapped her and other things I knew that she would always stay, true to me and not betray But torture body and the mind, the spirit always breaks in time She held out for as long as she could bear, but in the end, you see, everyone Breaks, everyone breaks Love cannot take the pain they gave her Love is perfect, love is all Who can bear to watch it fall In the end they In the end they break you I’m going now, you know, back there to recollect my throne but they will learn of you They’ll find you track you down they’ll take you prisoner somehow and then the things they’ll do I cannot watch this once again I cannot see you suffering The only way I can prevent this is to kill you (Shoots Jenna)
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End Of Act 1 03:16
Yery: Jes took the spaceship and shot Jenna L3X: Just keep pressure on her wound Yery: Cery’s dead L3X: I know, and probably we’ll be joining her real soon There’s one last chance, so listen, carry Jenna, run with me The mines they send me in, there is a cart, we’ll head down deep Yery: But the mines, all those who go in, none of them come back L3X: Yeah, that’s the point, our luck’s run out, there is no other plan Rainu: My love, why have you gone? The only thing in life I want The only reason I go on, oh Mir, this cannot be My love we had a dream, we were so close and we would be Together once again now see, oh Mir, come back to me Those animals now why, tell me why she had to die But now vengeance will be mine and I will send them to their graves I take my gun and out I go To every ugly rock I know I’ll hunt them down I swear I’ll see them dead And I’m a mad, gun in my hand hard-drinking, bitter, killing man When I’m done be with my lover once again L3X: Yery climb into the cart with us Yery: She’s bleeding really bad L3X: Jenna, please don’t die Yery: The time has come Yery: We’re heading down L3X: Jenna, stay alive Yery: There’s so much blood L3X: Down into the mines at last we come Yery: The day in which our mining here is done...

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Narrator: Hayley Warner
Jenna: Abby Holmstrom
Rainu: Capt. Fluffypants
Cery: Myia Ann
Yery Oliver Marsh
Jes: Lauren Osborn
Crimson Rose: Kerttu Aarnipuu
L3X: L3X
Mir: Abilene Olson
Magic Skyler: Nora Sonneborn
Stringless Oki: Bradley Johnson

Guitar Solo in Stringless Oki: Juan Manuel

Cover by Pixelwayve

Lyrics proofed and formatted by Jenna Soul

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released March 4, 2024

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Paul Shapera Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania

Cama’s attempt to commune with higher beings failed; she only found Decadent Dottie. Together they roamed, indulging in dangerous forms of psycho-neural self-exploration which Cama hoped would present the key to her people’s further evolution. It only led to her destroying her people so that one of their pets could evolve. She sat in her former civilization's rubble and listened to Paul Shapera. ... more

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